Saturday, June 13, 2009

deep blue sea

I used to often wish to become the person I once was. The person I was in a past life. After a night of conscious dreaming, I decided to revisit that person. I realize now that the person, the one from my past life, was ridiculous. Not to say that who I am now isn't ridiculous, but, everything was so elevated. Everything was such a big deal. Maybe I'm jaded. Maybe I've grown up. The only detail of that person, the one that I once was, that I wish I could have back is the excitement. I want to be excited. I want to feel so elated that I have to tell everyone.

I've been awake for 27 hours
that's a bit excessive

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