Eel Haras

when you stop breathing
because something that makes you nervous or excited
and your heart stops beating
and your lungs aren't inflating
then you get over the wave because of disappointment
and your heart starts beating again
and your lung inflate again
it feels like you just had a heart attack
and nothing can make you feel like you had 15 seconds before
and no amount of nicotine can fill the void in your chest
that is the worst feeling in the world